July 11, 2005

well, my hopes and dream weekend were dashed late last night as i got a call from the ex informing me that we wouldn't be doing our weekend together. see, she has a boyfriend, which i knew from our conversation earlier that day, but he's spending the summer in Colombia and they'd apparently told each other they were free this summer. but yesterday he called her up and seemed especially keen on coming back and be with her. so she assumed he hadn't done anything with anybody else while he was there (which, knnowing him, she'd assumed he would). so she felt guilty and had to call off our weekend. it's alright. i'm not angry about it. she had to do what she had to do. but it was cute seeing her heartbroken because she couldn't have that weekend with me anymore. we ended up talking on the phone from 11:30 pm to 1:30 am, though :) we didn't wanna hang up and reminisced about old times, and most importantly wishing we could have done our weekend because it would've been the sweetest thing. i actually just got an email from her hoping i had a good night and wishing me a good day :) cute. we both spent a great day after our first call yesterday. spent it smiling from ear-to-ear. i'll still carry that feeling for the next few days even if it's not happening, only because i know someone out there deeply cares about me. i knew she did. we both do, and know we'll be part of each others' lives for a long time, but it's nice to have it expressed like this from time to time where you actually see and hear it from the other person. have a nice day :)

Posted by Anonymous | 11:34 AM |